three months and losing it

So my beautiful beautiful girl is three months and 6 days. I know I always mention I can't believe how big she is but seriously its crazy. I mean she is 13 lbs and 24 inches long that's more than doubled her size. She is getting more and more beautiful and we are starting to see more of her personality. She is starting to laugh and its the sweetest sound ever. She has gotten more hair and her eyes are still blue I am starting to think they will stay but who knows only time will tell. She has really bad cradle cap and to top it off she has eczema. So my poor girl is itchy a lot. We are trying baby oil and eczema cream and so far it works ok but it hasn't cleared it.

 So my last blog I mentioned that she was sleeping up to 13 hours.... well that went down the drain lol she is waking up 2-3 times a night which isn't so bad because Justin is really helping out at night so we each wake up at least once at night. She is taking more naps during the day so that makes up for the nights.

So our first Halloween did not go as I had planned. Justin and Olivia were both sick and it was super cold that day. SO we stayed home and dressed up livs and tried to take pics but she wasn't having it lol she was screaming her head off for TWO HOURS so this Halloween was a fail lol but I guess thats what happens with kids you can never plan to much in advance.

 The only picture we got of her not crying

So as for mommy, I am doing really good! My anxiety medication is working really great. I feel really good lately. My weight loss journey on the other hand took a break for a month. Ugh I was super disappointed when I gained SEVEN LBS! So my butt got back into things a week ago and so far 1 lb lost. I am so determined to get this weight off. I want to keep up with livs and be here for her for a long time! I also want to feel good about myself. I don't want to be the fat girl anymore or the cute girl I want to be beautiful and sexy for my husband even though he claims he likes me either way. So here I go on this journey this new lifestyle change. I will keep you all posted and show you all pics of my progress.